I hold my hand up to my heart,
I say a faithless prayer.

I look into the shadows,
I know I belong  there.

I need the key,
my heart is closed.

My endless sorrow,
shows me to the dark.

My prayer, my prayer,
My faithless, bloody prayer.

Hear it, hear it,
Hear my cracked voice blare.

Oh goddess of truth,
I need your help.

Oh goddess of mercy,
I need you to heal me.

Oh goddess of hope,
I need your strength.


The hand at my heart,
falls to my side.

I cry, I cry,
No one will hear.

My faithless prayer,
Goes unheard.

It goes unheard.

I hold my hand up to the sky,
I practice futility.

I pray, I pray,
the prayer of a false heart.

Oh the that gave me life,
please give me death.

Oh the that gave me breath,
take it away.

Oh the that gave me tears to cry,
Please let me die, let me die.

Oh the that gave me a heart,
Tear it out, TEAR IT OUT.


One last time,
I try one last time.


Once more....

I hold my hand over my heart,
I sob my last false prayer.

I take a breath,
Because I regret it all.

You that gave me life,
refuse to take it away.

You that gave me breath,
continue to make me breathe.

You that gave me tears to cry,
They bring me naught but pain!

You that gave me a heart,
Will watch it, watch it as I cut it out!

I breathe in sharp,
The knife, it hurts.

I start to close my eyes,
My body,
slowly,
dies.

My body slowly dies....