Lol, I'm feeling better~♥ Well, about the whole blowing my top thing, i'll elaborate what my current panic is about later.
I've forgotten how fun it is to stay up all night reading. That's how I spent so much of my early years (Not that I'm really out of my early years, haha), just staying up and reading for soooo long. I remember a few times where I read a good 24 hours, when I finally finished the books I was reading I realized I was half starving and was so tired I didn't bother leaving the room, just fell to sleep XD Reading and music are two of the best things in the world~♫
I've been paying attention to more than the story in books lately. I have HORRIBLE writing skills - barely above the average ff.net user who specializes in Naruto fan fics (I can use spell checker) - so I'm paying attention to the 'rules' of writing. I've learned a few things and remembered others.

Now for my panicking.
OMG AAAAAAAH *runs in circles* D: I have less than a month and a half for Rai's contest and I still have inking to do! aaaah! aaaah! AAAAAAAAH!
Lol. Wish me luck in finishing it. I've actually gotten to the point I'm correcting anatomy, folds, ect in pse and that's taking soooo much more time. Oh well. I'll likely pull a few all nighters by the time I'm done, and the most complicated part is almost done, just the most tedious and the easy part remains. I may not ink the BG for the most part,
I'll decide as I go along. Only thing I hate is that if I want to get anything done I can't EAT. Why? Because once I eat I go on wild tangents.

I should sleep tonight. I stayed up till almost noon reading and when I woke up I still was tired as hell.
_{Lol, I need to finish this book, since Howl's moving castle won't take me any longer than 3 hours to read while this one has taken a collective of 10 hours and I'm a lil over half way done.}

aaaanyway, laters!